Update

Certain facts in my life will have a major impact. Using the word "forward-looking" gives me a sense of relive. It's time to proceed for the better.

Words like "expect", " forecast", "plan", "project" "believe", " estimate", "target", " anticipate" is what I will be requirering to begin. At this point in my life I feel that I need to make huge changes, but I also need the luck and help from god. I have anxiety and I need to control my life. Not letting my routine control my life. Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I always let important things go by. I like life and the great things I learn from it. I'm only human, but If the change comes now, I will def feel better tomorrow.
For now, I need a hot cup of coffee and the Air Traffic Control phraseology of wisdom.

If and then

I know I always get misunderstood, that's the way life is for me. I have a mind of a 35 in a 21.(?).  Sometimes I just want to act like a kid, knowing my responsabilities. I drink coffee all day long. Im a routine person. But I'll change that, cause I know I will. I need a better schedule and a new life to begin... I'll be in transition by November. I can't wait to begin what I never finished and feel that feeling I only know.  I know someday I will have it good..... I only know me like no other.

Coffee... you originated in Ethiopia, now it seems your seed spread all the way to my heart.

Well..

Old photograph

This is cra, my dad really looks like me when he was young.