M Coffee

I like the regular hot coffee from McDonald's. I think that the holiday cup is cute..more resistant than any gas station and Starbuck's cups.

Plan, prepare and endure

Yes, one way or another I will need to learn more and be different. I could say that I see life differently. I see all this old people and I have so much respect for them. I know life is tough and the elderly people have been through it. And I just wonder if my future will be tough or easy to get along. The thing is that I don't know how I will end up, hearing all this things about global warming, all the bad healthy food, drinks and now the air we breath. Sometimes I wish an alien from a different planet would appear to me and help. I do believe in UFO's and aliens, because I know what I know.

Ohyeah

I know, I been to hard on me. I can't be stressing out for things that might not have a meaning. I know, life is short, and f* that maybe I'll pop a molly...oh, is only a saying. But I really need to be more relaxed I had it hard for the past years, is my time to relax and enjoy it. I'm feeling good and I finally had my good sleep. I will do so much with little pressure. I'm living it fine now.

Update

Certain facts in my life will have a major impact. Using the word "forward-looking" gives me a sense of relive. It's time to proceed for the better.

Words like "expect", " forecast", "plan", "project" "believe", " estimate", "target", " anticipate" is what I will be requirering to begin. At this point in my life I feel that I need to make huge changes, but I also need the luck and help from god. I have anxiety and I need to control my life. Not letting my routine control my life. Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I always let important things go by. I like life and the great things I learn from it. I'm only human, but If the change comes now, I will def feel better tomorrow.
For now, I need a hot cup of coffee and the Air Traffic Control phraseology of wisdom.

If and then

I know I always get misunderstood, that's the way life is for me. I have a mind of a 35 in a 21.(?).  Sometimes I just want to act like a kid, knowing my responsabilities. I drink coffee all day long. Im a routine person. But I'll change that, cause I know I will. I need a better schedule and a new life to begin... I'll be in transition by November. I can't wait to begin what I never finished and feel that feeling I only know.  I know someday I will have it good..... I only know me like no other.

Coffee... you originated in Ethiopia, now it seems your seed spread all the way to my heart.